PRESENCIÓ LA MUERTE
we both like to play with fire
so i say, let's set up the match
bring forward words of desire
laser focused, ready to scratch
my sulphur head bursts in flame
over your stiff paper plane
ever wondered why....?
’cause the rules are not the same
∙
lines -not to cross- closer each day
no balance, no fairness, no trust
my intense demands pushed you away
yr empty promises made me lose my lust
each time i feel what you don’t wanna see
monsters with bad names arise within me
amor fati not now and never
pushed into unbecoming
bull in the heather
*
i met a mighty king in the royal gardens
gave him golden apple in his hand
he said “ i don’t want anything”
not to give, not to take,
but kept biting...
and turned into a snake
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i recognised you, but you don’t believe we’ve already met
blindfolds covering our eyes, you are asking me to wait
for slight hope, for pity, for possible change
for shift in the future
but i am the all, ... and the same
bouncing around embodied excitement
until explosion forced me off this toxic stage
i'm a madman's child, but not that crazy to poison my may....
∙
*
through wormholes of human experience
scared victim tears down the streets
my hot twin flare, we burn down the house they’ve built above us
we choke on smoke, but we transform, transgress
possibilities from ashes, victorious at last
∙
adam for eve, kolon for maximus, spirit antipode’s hiero gamos you are your own master, your own puppeteer
cut off the strings and play freedom with me
∙
i want nothing from you anymore
you cannot give what you cannot recall
frozen in magnetic resonance
so i pack
my entertainment bag
tear down the mask
spin my poles from one to another
back on the viaduct
and busk
*
all i ask is you
your ascending presence in my mind
i close my eyes to set darkness around us, to focus on inside
in the vision
your eyes are black openings emanating heat
you burn from inside, tasty flames licking your tights
belly muscles filled with liquid gold
my vampire teeth search deep down your throat
for pulsing life, for dynamics of the chaos track
as we dance out a kinetic sculpture
now you hold me close in silence
and descending dirt and dust kiss our bodies
*
she can’t be with you anymore and it’s way too long until could be again
her nervous body is trembling under the circumstances
shaking with the drums in dynamic range
beats up and down her throat
she recalls
one of those nights you held her against the mirror
she fell into a trance and her eyes opened only to reflect the pounding scene
to imprint her mind so she can drown now
in a memory loop of this very moment
your presencio burnt in the grey matter of her soul
by synaptic discharges of power and lust
.
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we are free agents gliding over this emotionally fucked up world
we spread our wings, dark and long, seeping heavy feathers in despair
the separation from each other grows with every stroke
far from the ground, far from earth
in lonely obscure flight to the long distance
chasing the bright light disappearing within a night
like a moth born in my jar the day you left
*
miss hearing depth of your rrrrrr
rooted purr vibrating your chest
i miss massaging your tense neck
yr soft ears to lick and suckle
whisper and rattle
breathe in your hands
tune you into a snake dance
twist my mouth around your tail
play a flute to charm your sail
i miss your firm arms
as you lift me in the air
your belly pushing against mine
i miss all your movements
stares and glances
slaps and screams
steal my chances
i swallow your victory and pride
and kiss you on your forehead
when we finish the rrrrrride
.
BERLIN 2021
Sister's magic
you left me unlocked
after tighten up my arms
and im tracing back the fears
in dame's violet cover over
your green away sleep
i would rather swallow the key
fitting locks of all thief's thoughts
better than esperanto drill
or bitter demon spill
but they came to me and said
together we will float into the magic
slice these hours print those visions
on the tuesday's skyline time
forget that i ever intended to cry
words were falling from your mouth
landed in my palms
and while i was reading
in between the lines
the twin brother came and said
together we will float into the magic
Lisboa / Berlin 2017
you left me unlocked
after tighten up my arms
and im tracing back the fears
in dame's violet cover over
your green away sleep
i would rather swallow the key
fitting locks of all thief's thoughts
better than esperanto drill
or bitter demon spill
but they came to me and said
together we will float into the magic
slice these hours print those visions
on the tuesday's skyline time
forget that i ever intended to cry
words were falling from your mouth
landed in my palms
and while i was reading
in between the lines
the twin brother came and said
together we will float into the magic
Lisboa / Berlin 2017
Landscapes / selected work from 2006 - 2010
